Heartbreak warfare!

So he was getting ready for office again... For the same mundane routine.. The whisky from the last night was still speaking in the head.. he remembered the good time he had with his friends.. the way they fell from bike while struggling in night for another bottle of beer... a smile flowed down his face.... He saw his new formal shoes waiting to be worn, and he sighed... He spoke firmly to his head.. Dude, this is life..!

He checked himself into the mirror. He was looking smart, in complete formal clothes he bought from the best brands available. He remembered the time when he wondered why he only looks good in the clothes that he sneaks out from his friend's wardrobe with him sleeping in other room.. He told his head.. That life's over man..! This is what you dreamed for, a year back!.. SO CHILL!

He decided to concentrate on deodorant .. it smelled nice and he felt good instantly!

He checked the time on computer screen.. There was 15 minutes still left.. Desperately.. he opened gmail and then orkut and then facebook to check for any signs of her.. she was nowhere... He stared blankly to computer screen and scrolled mouse up and down .. The thoughts in his heard were fighting another world war now. Why the fuck is he so desperate to see her. The 'WHY' striked in his brain many times.. He started answering himself.. Dude.. ladki-vadki sab veham hai.. concentrate on ur career.. Brain replied.. "asshole, how can I concentrate when she is the only one which I get to think of the whole day. ." Suspecting he might lose the battle .. He used the emotional weapon on brain.."There are bigger things in life.. you have soo much to do.. remember all the efforts you put to get in here .. you dont want to waste all the efforts for some stupid chemicals that fight over a girl that you aren't even sure off.."

Brain retaliated.. "GO fuck ur excuses...Looser saala"..

Now he got agitated.. he was no more feeling good. He drank a glass of water. checked time.. Oh! he was late .. again..! Fuck.. he said to himself.. Fuck... you'll never change!!

He put his earphones ..making sure he doesn't get to hear any love song .. he chose linkin park and nirvana tracks in his playlist .. Kickstarted his bike and zoomed towards his office...