Over and over he thought... was he going on the right path.. just to console himself that might be this time the answer would be something different.. certainly.. that was of no use.. I mean he had everything.. still.. there was something missing.. he had his conflicts.. he fought with them evrytime..just to end with the mess.. He looked in the past for the mistakes he made.. there were signs of it. He went on the path most trodden.. he had the courage.. oh hell.. he had.. he knew his guts.. he had that attitude... .... .... ... .. That stuck him.. where that thing has gone now.. where is his fuck the world attitude.. when was the last time .. he did what he really wanted... He paused.. and the silence filled the like his room was listening to his thoughts...
That got to be the end....
